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The Pleasure of Your Embrace 4/7/10
Mighty is the power of an emotion
It can fill you up or tear you down
It can be as deep and as blue as the ocean
Or drift aimlessly like a billowed cloud
Some let feelings be their master
Jerked about like a puppet on a string
I treat feelings as an artist
Their vast colors paint my being
As I wake I breath in deep
Feel refreshed from my deep sleep
I linger awhile holding you
It sets the mood
provides the glue
for what we do
I feel life dancing at my fingertips
A warm glow pulsing from deep within
I walk about in a state of bliss
The endless joy of making sense of all this
What I feel and what I think
In rich earth tones and relaxing tints
Talk to me of what others seek
I find few answers but plenty of hints
Wallowing
In ecstasy
Is how we live
when we stay
inside the day
find time to play
let love hold sway
Baby, time is a fire that
Kindles our thoughts and desires, yet
Someday we’ll run out of fuel
So precious this makes our every move
Eyes are such fickle admirers
The new and the supple attract its gaze
Yet, I can’t imagine another body
My hands would rather touch
or my arms would rather hold
I want to feel the pleasure of your embrace
Be your comfort everyday
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Starting at the End
04:03
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Starting at the End 9/17/11
Every heart is uneasy
vulnerable yet inspired
The intimate and the familiar are
what we’re born to desire
Every cell of my body
lives and dies
Each pore is a sentinel
Sentience sublime
Words sprout like flowers
festoon my emotional world
While we all walk the path
Many wander astray
Obstacles and hurdles
Give the journey pain
Inhibitions and fantasy
Short cuts done in vain
The path I walk in solitude
I long to share the terrain
The beauty I do see
I feel becoming me
Every life is an answer
Yet mystery will remain
Every life is a miracle
Again and again
The beauty I do see
I feel, become and be
Life is its own answer
No riddle to unfold
Certainty is a harsh master
Makes the living cold
The beauty we unfurl
Has me melt into the world
Starting at the end, we're starting at the end
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Heal Me
04:31
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Heal Me 9/29/2010
Looking for the words that went away
Languish in the fog that is my day
Did I ever think clearly?
Should I answer yes or maybe no
Everything is complicated and bold
Must I have an answer
To avoid disaster?
I sense it was not always this way
Used to feel happy know what to say
Now I am so anxious
All thought turns to ashes
The man I was shriveled away
A passion for life now withered decay
My vision faltered my resolve deplete
I disappointed everyone especially me
Oh let me breathe again
Most have the sense to just turn away
Take their medication accept what they say
I stare at the hands seek to detect the magicians ruse
I do it for reality I do it for me and for what they’ve done to you
Oh what have they done to you?
Let me say more before I again fade away
Help me open my eyes pierce thru the suffocating haze
Do you remember, joy, compassion and optimism
The strength of union of a common vision?
Please forgive my zeal soon to be concealed
I’m hanging on to sanity
Listen for an echo of humanity
Touch me. feel me, heal me
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Making Sense
04:49
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Making Sense 12/31/2010
Coming into view, are lilacs cloaked in dew,
such sweet aromas, now making sense
Running down the hill, I feel such a thrill,
As the wind blasts my ears, its making sense
I’ll undress you with my eyes, and linger at your thighs,
wistful dreams of future pleasure, just making sense
The humming of the strings, the chugging of the beat,
vibrates in my chest, I’m making sense
Oh, I’m feeling, such sweet deep feelings
Sweet vistas catch my eye, send shivers up my spine,
an eagle glides, keeps making sense
Self-revelations pique my mind, in cycles and in rhyme,
In stillness and in change we’re making sense
All the moments I’m alive, till the breath in which I die,
I’ll revel, in making sense
I’m a hedonist on fire, I’m a mountain of desire,
On this journey, just making sense
Oh, I’m feeling, such sweet deep feelings
Some want to know everything, I’m content just making sense
Some want to own everything, I prefer the joy of making sense
Some want to know everything, ignore the wisdom of making sense
Some want to own everything, I prefer the privilege of making sense
Some want to know everything, such is the beauty of making sense
Some want to own everything, mock the value of making sense
Some want to know everything, ignore their bodies making sense
Some want to own everything, my sole possession is making sense
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Blue View
03:53
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Blue View 8/28/11
My eyes scan the endless ocean
So stark yet complete
What lies below, such countless treasures
I have my whole life to seek
The pelting winds pull me up
My ears hear as through a hollow tube
My skin alive in the thunderous roar
The seagulls caw sharp yet oddly muted
With eyes closed I tilt my head upward
My eyelids bathed in a reddish glow
My lungs fill with a cleansing fire
Everything softens my breathing slows
My body melts into the shore
I become the air, the water too
Pulsing in the ebb and flow
All that’s left is my little blue view
Darting like a kite in the sky
oooh I’m just a blue view
Floating up so very high
oooh I’m just a blue view
In and out with the tide
oooh I’m just a blue view
Like a pebble rolling with pride
oooh I’m just a blue view
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Gift of Life
03:23
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Gift of Life 12/23/2010
Leah walked through life with a parasol
Protecting her from sun and rain
The hours she spent in front of her mirror
She scrutinized her dress, but not her own gaze
Busy and indifferent as a city street
Pam marched through her day
While at work she was a tyrant
Yet at home timid and afraid
Ben read books by the boatload
He sat in silence as others played
He enjoyed thought and imagination
Science and religion his only friends
Curt fought hard for his country
He wanted to do the right thing
Haunted by ghastly memories (he asks)
How can he live when they’re dead?
Some make life a thought or dream
You can see it in their eyes you can hear it in their lies
Some make it all a cause or scheme
You can feel a sense of shame in their honor of the game
When all is said and done
Feel joy and have some fun, share your love with eveyone
Like the eyes of the sage
Delight in all you see what was and what will be
You don’t have to earn a living
You don’t have to earn your life
You don’t have to fight for freedom
You don’t have to hate one another
Just treasure
The gift of life
Let us savor
The gift of life
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eMotion Sickness
03:00
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eMotion Sickness (Circle of‘ifs) 5/13/12
In the family home emotions were expressed with a megaphone
I licked my wounds while my mother bled
sought the home which she fled
a calm far from her anxious dread
Avoiding pain is the mystics game on the astral plane
orgasm with a deity
sublimates real need
overcomes one’s humanity
Feelings are for me as a human being not a fantasy
Unplugged from all desire
In the sacred some do get mired
Their bodies only fit for a funeral pyre
Sadly I walk alone with my heart
in my eyes, in the skies, in my mind
Sadly I walk alone with my heart
in my hands, in my ears, on my tongue
Sadly I walk alone with my heart,
in the land, in your tears, at your side
Sadly I walk alone with my heart,
leading me, with empathy, fusing we
Somewhere deep inside this life
lies (ticks) precious time
Somewhere deep inside this life
the toucher and the touched are one
Somewhere deep inside this life
we breathe as one
Somewhere on the edge of life
was whispered me this song
Somewhere in the time of life
was whispered me this song
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Experience Unites
03:35
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Experience Unites 7/23/11
I pledge no allegiance to land, nation, man nor god
Find no essence inside me which will forever carry on
So united yet so all alone I find me when I back away
Probability rises as certain wanes like particle and wave
I drift towards the kind and run from the cruel
There’s so much to learn when you abandon the True
I will never capture with brush, bow, mouth nor pen
The beauty of a baby’s smile the love in a mother’s eyes
Yet we all feel it the power of life
Some images and feeling bring tears to our eyes
I’m constantly amazed at being alive
Balancing awe with visceral desire
Experience unites - belief divides
There’s so much inside me echoed in the past
In the change of seasons and your hearty laugh
The world enters my every pore
No matter how fulfilling I always crave more
I find myself when talking with you
The great river of life connects and soothes
Experience unites - belief divides
The great river of life refreshes and unites
Experience unites - belief divides
The great river of life is both in and outside
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Insolvent Contumacy
02:49
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Insolvent Contumacy 8/14/12
Well I’m not willing to hate the haters and
I’m quite reluctant to forgive the saints
I can see why so many are apathetic
Who so easily tire of my endless plaints
I owe my joys and comforts to global history
That’s why its hard for me to just sit on my hands and knees
I’m indebted to all who came before me
It is their voice that damns my cowardly reticence
I’m responsible to care for the children
To not needlessly deny them their blissful innocence
There is no end to their insatiable greed
The robber barons beg my insolvent contumacy
I’m not lazy by any means
I’m not crazy and not extreme
I’m not a martyr nor a hero
yearn to be kind need no cure all
seek no utopia
drama nor an opera
simply do what can be done
for each and everyone
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The Stream
02:56
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The Stream 5/10/11
Buried alive by the masters of suggestion
We’re not quite sure what to say or what to do
Everything turns white by the angle of deflection
It would be insulting if they weren’t so damn cute
Such freedom in the politics of deception
Can say most anything as long as its a ruse
We are held hostage but their deft imagination
Dicing up fictions that spice our daily stew
I feel no exoneration for remaining aware
I fall into the hollow eyes riddled with despair
Taking sides is to ignore the connection
Predator and prey are a part of me and you
Those eyes are so haunting I can not look away
The flow of life’s river carries me away
Don’t let them goad you into hate
Make human kindness a debate
If you’ve a god make him of love
Not good and evil, but how we’re all one
We’re all on the same team
We’re all floating down the same stream
We’re all in the same stream
We’re all of the same stream
Let’s not pollute our life’s main stream
We all swim in the same stream
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Lullaby-bye
03:15
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Lullaby-bye 3/27/13
Hush little one and sleep
For the lands are about to weep
I guess we won the war
Though mommy and daddy are no more
The poisons that fill the air
Will soon reap havoc everywhere
On all it will take its toll
It’s hard to imagine the goal
Sleep snug sleep tight
my precious darling sight
Sleep sound sleep deep
Let the night calm give you peace
Hush little one please rest this night
When you awake I hope to be breathing at your side
There, there litle one try not to cry
Though even if you live you may wish to die
Sleep snug sleep tight
my precious darling sight
Sleep sound sleep deep
Let the night calm give you peace
I’m sorry little one for such a vigil to keep
but night has come and its time for the big sleep
Hush little one please rest this night
When you awake I hope to be breathing at your side
When you awake I hope to still be breathing at your side
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Woman
04:50
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Woman 12/30/14
Woman our days together have cascaded into many years
Woman our laughter has their passing remain quite dear
Life moves me, our bond soothes me
Holding you I close my eyes
aware of each sensation
The warmth of your skin, the smell of your hair
the depth of our engagement
Makes we woozy,
oh so woozy, and enthralled in life
So enthralled with our bodies and minds
Woman the preciousness of our life together
brings me to tears
Woman sharing with you has meaning overflow,
become crystal clear
Life moves me, every feeling woos me
So grateful to be alive,
so grateful to have you in my life
The wonder ever unfolds,
wisdom humbles yet makes one glow
One day my eyes may fail me,
one day words may fail me
But I pray I will always be in your embrace
That your face will always
be cradled by my gaze
That our last heart beat together
will be filled with ease
That our last breath together
will be a soothing breeze
That our last embrace together
will honor all the years
That our last moment together
will glide on and on and on,
thru the past, the future and beyond every fear
woman I wish this with a tenderness so sincere
even if one day my mind fails me, betrays me,
and takes me suddenly from you, my dear
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