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Mother and Child
02:43
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Mother and Child 3/24/75
Child in tears flayed body bruised black and blue
Oblivious to all but his pain
Teared eyes see life so strange
His intense world of hate
“Oh God”, cried mother realizing what she’d done
Tormented so by her lack of control
Her body still bears the scars of her father’s sickness
“Oh, if he wouldn’t cry so”
“If he weren’t so slow”
If he’d do what he was told just obey”
He now stares into the sky
Absorbed in thoughts of hate/love
How he hates her, how he fears her
Forced like a dog to love its owner
“Help, help” she cries inside
“Oh God, give me the strength to survive”
“So this ugly scene will one day end”
And another day journeys by
With mother and child in their own little worlds
Crying, dying, crying
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2. |
I Need Passion
03:05
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I Need Passion 12/29/91
When I was little I was my old man’s punching bag
I kept on living by the fantasies I had
I dreamt of love, I dreamt of fantasy
I dreamt of women sharing everything
No sense of family without a real home
I was a love bomb itching to explode
I dreamt of love, I dreamt of fantasy,
I dreamt of women sharing everything
I need passion in all that I do
I live passion in my every move
I use passion to get deep inside of you
I need passion at least twice a day
As I get older, life is perpetual change
Yet there remains things that stay the same
I dream of love, I dream of fantasy
I dream of you sharing everything
I need passion to light my fire
I live passion and never tire
I use passion to heat my wire
I need passion, so do you
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3. |
Malady
05:45
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Malady 5/23/85
It’s just the story of the will
It’s just a feeling that you got to get untracked now
I see no reason to give in
To a legend that equates my life with suffering
It’s just me, moving on
It’s just me, I don’t need no final resolution
I don’t’ know why you just can’t get the feeling
I can’t say why you like making pain
You say I’m too tied to this life
Hey girl, you say I’m all emotion
Like that’s a terrible thing
You feel that life is destiny, with guilt and fear
I feel life an ecstasy, it’s all here
You say life’s a dream to overcome
Isn’t it queer?
For even my dreams of intimacy
They’re all here
The sickness that you feel is only real when you feel
The sickness that you feel…….
La maladie de sentir, elle est seule vraie,
Quand elle sentir,
This is the moment, woman you can take it,
This is the moment so rich you can taste it
Give me, give me soft emotion
Give me, give me a soulless heart
I just can’t buy into a malicious world, no I can’t
You play with pointed things and crave admonitions
You play with pointed things and state that pain will set you free
This may be scary news but there’s nothing more to worry you
All you got is a sunny day, I’m sure you’ll conjure up some evil prey
Seeking TRUTH has put a hole in you
The sickness that you feel is only real when you feel
The sickness that you feel…….
La maladie de sentir, elle est seule vraie,
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4. |
Silly Inhibitions
04:13
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Silly Inhibitions 5/19/85
Don’t you know true love needs no emotions
Passion comes easy when you seek intensity
Don’t you pull away – silly inhibitions
When one seeks no end – strictly inhibitions
Look inside, look inside yourself
Why don’t you love me like this?
Look inside yourself
Don’t you know that beauty excites the senses
Passion gets closer gives your dreams their meaning
Don’t you pull away – silly inhibitions
If passion has no say – strictly inhibitions
You have the beauty that catches my eye
But it’s my heart that’s encircled in fire
Come a little closer, to be forever closer
Seals our desire
Feel most passionately, take in love and press it to heal
Feel most passionately, feel love spread to every inch of your life
Don’t you know we need no magic potion
You are so pretty when you’re feeling with your soul
Come and fill my heart with raw emotion
Keeping on releasing every inch of my desire
Look inside, look inside yourself
Why don’t you love me like this?
Look inside yourself
Silly Inhibitions
Shield yourself from possible pain
Silly Inhibitions
You have the beauty that catches my eye
But it’s my heart that’s encircled in fire
Come a little closer, to be forever closer
Seals our desire
Silly Inhibitions
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5. |
Multiple Addictions
04:53
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Multiple Addictions 12/8/89
She sells herself in the cheapest of ways, multiple addictions
He gives children drugs and then reels in his prey, multiple addictions
The corporate heads play on our needs, multiple addictions
Getting us hooked is just part of their greed, multiple addictions
Do you want to find out?
Do you want to find a way out?
The road to wealth and power is paved with the weak, multiple addictions
Just steep in their weakness and sprinkle in deceit, multiple addictions
Tempting us with pleasures while freezing our brain
Giving us shelter away from the pain
We run on the treadmill to give us our fill
Keeping us quite cozy while increasing our bill
Do you want to find out?
Do you want to find a way out?
Where is the gain for being all humane? Multiple addictions
In a hedonistic world the scum gets the girl, multiple addictions
Why not get the plush and supply a fleeting rush? Multiple addictions
The economics of pain
I don’t know why I’m here
Multiple addictions
The addicts dream of future salvation
To ease their pain an self-deprecation
Snort another line, chug another one
Smoke another lump, drink another cup
Shoot a little horse, buy another slut
Rape that little girl, bet another hunch
Money, money, money thru exploitation
Buy another car, feel another rush
Sell another bag, drive another jag
Lie another lie, hustle another scam
Kick a little butt, smoke a little lump
Money, money, money thru exploitation
The economics of pain
I don’t know why I’m here? Multiple addictions
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6. |
Looking to Madness
04:40
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Looking to Madness 5/5/90
I know no-body is talking to me
Voices keep droning to leave you
Silence stalks meaning passively
Colors of sound keep on changing
Hot streaks ablaze pulling me
Nothing stays the same when life’s peeling
Looking to madness, staring back at me
Hot, hot fever is draining the grey
People like puppets dancing as rain
All day and night
Panicked and sweating in fright
My head is floating in light
Feeling woozy still
Flying high, deep inside
Buildings fade into whitish haze
Even in action I feel you
Carving out shadows in the noon day sun
Moments in a quilt of desire
Am I two or only one?
My legs scale the pavement
Wary and soft clinging ivy
Keep on crawling into the light
Someone is watching me climb
Someone is crushing my spine
I know no-body is talking to me (talk, talk)
Who is this?
Looking to madness
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7. |
Shared Destruction
04:20
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Shared Destruction 9/23/84
She sips a drink and looks my way
Dressed like the evening she stalks her prey
Her alabaster neck shimmers against her gown
She’s the moon this evening the prettiest sight around
“Give me the answer” she says with a smile
I could say nothing I guess my body responded
Such was the weekend spent thoughtless and wild
Without a cautious breath in lust we were bonded
Shared destruction
You want shared, you want destruction
Tell me about it woman
What are you going to do about it boy?
Every evening party, yes all the time
Girl you get me to give in and lose my mind
Ooo we sleep spinning thru time
You wake looking to fight
We make love to put out the hate
Shared destruction
I wonder who told you that love is a fight
I’m happy to hold you, we don’t need all the junk
You live life like a movie all motion and light
We got tears, laughs, and shouting, but the story is stuck
Shared destruction
You want shared, you want destruction
Tell me about it woman
What are you going to do about it boy?
Every evening party, yes all the time
Girl you get me to give in and lose my mind
Ooo we sleep spinning thru time
You wake looking to fight
We make love to put out the hate
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8. |
In Desperation
06:29
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In Desperation 12/2/90
In desperation I turn to you
The loneliness in freedom suffocates me
Give me history sharing time
Not drown in isolation
When I see the ducks swimming peacefully
I know you know how it has me feel
Every moment that springs to life
Gains importance by the fact that you have been there
My whole life I took pride in living
Sharing all my feelings with my true love
Now torn from you my flesh keeps stinging
This pain is senseless for it’s like life is starting over
In desperation I’m starting over
Sensing loss I wander blindly
Looking at fragments that once had meaning
In desperation I turn to you
The loneliness in freedom suffocates me
Ancient man often feared history
Finding ways of killing time
I do fear my past dissolving
Leaving me with only momentary shadows
All these tears that I just keep on shedding
Don’t fill me up but stave off feeling empty
Give me your love sweet angel
Give me your love, not ashes
Hear me now my heart’s on fire
Feel it all, feel the love we kept on sharing
Feel it now, feel the life we kept on sharing
Desperately holding you, and keep on sharing
Desperately holding you
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9. |
United Man
05:01
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United Man 3/12/89
I cannot be afraid for it takes me away
From the essence that moves on, living every pulse of sound
That lingers in the haze which constitutes the day
That I’m living boldly ---- reflections
I don’t yearn for power – I only yearn for united man
I don’t desire money – except if it’s to buy my freedom
I look to ideas – my thoughts are how I fall in love with life
I stalk the moment with pouncing desire
Don’t you know – we’re not living in a world of justice
Don’t you know – what is fact is only making dreams to believe in
So let us weave a lasting dream of peace
Rather than explaining evil
The crowd sways as one as the excitement mounts
The serpent wraps around her there’s a thunderous pause
Then out pour the shouts, the serpent winds away
The drums pound a pulse as they carry her away
Feeling such elation, the Spirit’s been placated
Shamans all – show us the way to endure the pain
I don’t need to wander – in the sacred space of this new age
The fall of man – still lurks behind this sleight of hand
I don’t deny life’s pain – I won’t be numbed by divisive love
Don’t you know – we’re not living in a world of justice
Don’t you know – what is fact is only making dreams to believe in
So let us weave a lasting dream of peace
Rather than explaining evil
The gladiators war in the coliseum floor
The fight of good and evil is felt at the core
Of the cheering and the jeers of the freemen drinking beer
The victory that is gained is the hatred that is drained
Feeling much less hatred, feeling much elation
The bidding’s getting higher cause it’s minutes from the fight
The cock’s spikes are ripe to defend their master’s pride
The closing time has come we’ve got them on the run
The money that’s been made has massaged the inner rage
Feeling much elation, the demon’s been deflated
United man, united man
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10. |
Eros and Erosion
06:09
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Eros and Erosion 10/3/1979
We have come from the eagles and the larks
To encounter some age old taboo
The steel chains that bind give off their sparks
Dissipated disarray our milieu
Complacent little one in the dark
It’s a shame you give me no more fuel
My ambience is not too marred
Harboring the dissonance of youth
You give my life no articulation
I refuse to speak in ejaculations
Our love stained by indecision
Self-induced malnutrition of mind
You don’t know how it hurts me inside
When you feel there is nothing to do
Concrete and secure you automaton
Whether you be mortician or shrew
Decayed and petrified is our love
No zest or vigor to enthuse
I’d strip the galaxies from within
If you could be so imbued
The alchemist of my affliction
Her vile root caused my hazard condition
The catacombs of my affections
Lies below the weeping willow
Harken to the ancient sounding lyre
To the wailings marooned
Beware of harpies in the sky
A sure portent of doom
Beware of harpies and their cries
Mutilating limbs of sinew
I fear the guardians of my chest have lost
Thumos
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