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Live Until We Die
03:09
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Live Until We Die 10/18/12
Underneath my mind is no shadow
But a walking human being
Some ignore its existence
Put in on a short leash
Soft, warm and supple
Is the swaddling babe
When stiff, cold and rigid
we’re ready for the grave
So many opportunites we have
To maximize delight
Like a child in a candy store
Eyeing every sweet
I approach every conversation
With hunger not too discrete
I crave to ravage life
With tongue, body and mind
I want to unwrap each tasty piece
Intimacy is the prize
So many are on a diet
Based on silly pride
My life’s full of anticipation
of the possible and intrigue
While others suffer through expectation
Their Truth causes all to freeze
Let me bask in the light
Warm my body in the light
The land of inhibition
Dominates many lives
We’ve got to live until we die
Live until we die
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Standard of Deviation
03:46
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Standard of Deviation 12/13/12
How much difference makes a shade
how many shades make a difference
How much is part of the terrain
How much is sheer resistance
Rupture punctures the silence
Continuity makes it all the same
The close and the distant
The familiar and the strange
Lately, I sense change in the air
Crazy, painting life with some flair
Well I just keep jogging and chugging along
Feeling the tingle keeping me strong
Hazy, is the life lived between
So tasty, the mundane and the extreme
How much difference makes a shade
how many shades make a difference
Up to the threshold we make gains
Below that, stagnant and insipid
vanilla and chocolate
the choice is more than two
I’ll be your standard of deviation
bordering chaos and Truth
Pushing to the limit
Breaking through your game
Dreading repetition while seeking union
We want to belong while remaining different
We thirst for invention and deride duplication
We fear mutation yet demand some variation
Our words and feelings in endless permutation
A semblance of change provides verification
Life plays peek-a-boo, you hide I seek
Living life inside two standards of deviation
Let me be your standard of deviation
Pushing to the limit
Breaking through your game
Living life inside two standards of deviation
Let me be your standard of deviation
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Inexhaustible You
03:36
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Inexhaustible You 11/20/12
There’s so much in life to befriend
So much to sense and feel, there is no end
Life gets tricky when I’m thinking
Pushing hard and I’m blinking
Moving further away from the cool inexhaustible you
Sometimes you take my breath away
In deeply nuanced subtle ways
the everyday I take for granted
births all meaning and satisfaction
I’m content but challenged too, by inexhaustible you
So many langauges to speak
From Cantoneese, to Danish, Sanskrit and Greek
Math, poetry, music, drawing, gesture, design,
talking, singing, farming, history, and time
humor, dance, religion, fashion, and rhyme
symbolic logic and technology, too
all express sweet finitude
yes, that inexhaustible you
I’d be nothing without you
you’re in my every thought in all I do
finding words, feeling and meaning
gives a voice to all I’m living
Is the touched and toucher too, inexhaustible you
Me and you, sweet inexhaustible
Me and you, sweet inexhaustible
you
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While We Live
03:53
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While We Live 8/30/10
It’s not whether you win or lose
How much you make or what you do
That gives life meaning
or soothes one’s soul
The moments that please me most
That last the longest give me hope
Are the times I speak from
Or listen to a heart unfold
The cooling breezes of heartfelt prose
What we see and what we touch
If done right can mean oh so much
Can fill us up
With warming delight
There’s no place we need to go
Nothing to conquer, overcome or overthrow
Just a life
Waiting to be written
Time passes when you look the other way
We’re taught to fight for freedom
To defeat cancer and cheat death
We’re told to defend our God
Our country to our dying breath
Our love is for our side
Just for our side (such a shame)
Eyes see, lungs breathe, ears hear, such a short time
Hands touch, minds think, skin feels, a little while
Tongues taste, hearts beat, fragrance lingers, a short time
bodies tingle, muscles flex, ecstasy lasts a short while
We speak, we shout, we sigh,
We smile, we stare, we blush
We laugh, we cry, we love, a little while
Touch with me, listen with me, think with me a little while
Watch with me, taste with me, love with me through the night
While We Live
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Scarlet Fever
03:57
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Scarlet Fever 8/24/12
Internal fictions give rise to her doubt
As I’m walking in she’s pleading “let me out”
Look, she’s moving the other way
Deeper and deeper she rambles far astray
Soon she’s drowning in her dismay
Self-loathing she uses to pierce her own skin
Conflict is the drug she’s been mainlining
Like the blood oozing out of her pores
Her pangs will soon be begging for more
Drunk from sanguine release
Giddily she drops to her knees
She smiles like everything’s fine
Deep down she desperately yearns to die
Lost in the valley of her regrets
Her eyes turn ice cold and quite vacant
She’s breathing yet barely alive
All she see’s is in scarlet
All she feels leaves her so depressed
Her blood cries to rush outside
She’s lost in scarlet fever’s dreams
She’s bleeding her scarlet fever dream
She’s quite dizzy with relief
Yet, the pressure is never fully released
She’s both princess and the beast
Scarlet fever is her only remedy
Dreaming Scarlet Fever Dreams
Endless streams of Scarlet Fever Dreams
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The Day She Died
03:23
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The Day She Died 3/17/11
Even as a child I knew I wanted love
While others dreamt of power, I craved deep conversation
Chaos at home I found comfort anew
In a young womans arms lost in her fragarance
I searched many years for the spring of my delight
When I found her I was a dormant seed that sprouted in the light
Grew in her light
The years passsed on by, I shared everything
I lost my sense of space of where I ended and she began
Every night I held her my anchor and my joy
The world forever changed as we became more the same
She was a garderner in so many ways
Life thrived in her presence I did the same
Each and every day
I sit alone a phantom in the dark
I lost my skin, my eyes, my ears my heart
I have no appetite, a world empty and decayed
I want stillness let memories flood my brain
Yesterday is much more real than is today
Memories so vivid, I close my eyes to see
The missing parts of me
In her gardener's arms I was a tree
I was her tree she was my soil
Never thought I’d live a day without her
Maybe I was right
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Earn A Living
02:46
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Earn A Living 4/10/11
Thoughts explode into my mind all the time
I don’t know why you pray
It’ll happen anyway
Only love can stop the pain
The time has come to hear the cries and feel the lies
Fear and hatred we’ve been fed
Those who question we’re taught to dread
All who resist will be dead
Tell me what you need
What you fathom what you feel
We need each other
A world, a body and a mother
We don’t have to earn a living, nor earn this life
Life is a gift, we should honor with delight
We don’t have to agree to create harmony
Just respect basic needs and human dignity
Fighters want to fight, lovers want to love
The greedy want it all, to own and control
Fear and mistrust are just weapons used by the bold
To gain our allegiance in their quest for more and more
Each day I revel in the beauty and the magic of our lives
Each day I think of the starving, the tortured souls filled with strife
We shouldn’t have to earn a living, nor earn this life
Life is a gift, we should honor with delight
We don’t have to agree to foster harmony
Just respect basic needs and human dignity
How can we sit back and watch?
How can we let this happen on our watch?
It shouldn’t be about belief
It shoud be about relief
No one can stop us from loving
No one can stop us from caring
Only we can stop us from loving
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8. |
Life Fills My Days
03:30
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Life Fills My Days 6/15/10
We are all masters of illusion
Forging certainty from a handful of clues
Whether it be science or religion
We forsake what is
for eternal Truth
its what we do
Never satisfied with what is real
With our hands, eyes nor ears
Even the desire to be in the moment
Must get beyond oneself
to cosmic union
into the blue
I’ve always lingered in fascination
Simple pleasures are my fuel
I never tire of the landscape
Every sensation draws me to you
Each and every day that passes
Ripens some low hanging fruit
Drinking in all of their juices
Breathe in the aroma
of morning dew
is my form of truth
I’ll swim awhile in your ocean
I’ll lie and rest on your soggy shores
Feel wet sand cool my backside
As evening rays warm my core
Life fills my days
In sweet subtle ways
Life fills my days
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Enlightened Psychopaths
04:38
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Enlightened Psychopaths 12/30/12
He’ll smile at you with such compassion
his words are soft you feel protected
but I sense a coldness an empty soul
He’ll convince you all that he’s the victim
That he’d do right in a healthy system
but truly he acts according to his goals
They heap the praise on the lesser evil
Excuse his murders, blame his victims
He starves and tortures those who resist him
Does this all in the name of freedom
A daily kill list he does fashion
Silent birds enact this scarlet passion
Children die or live in fear
For there’s no where to hide
no where to go
this used to be their land
It still is their home
No decent man would accept such power
No feeling family man could unleash such horror
There’s nothing worse than living
Seeing your own death
Full of pain, torture and suffering
To your screams of alarm all are deaf
In a sky wreaking surprise death
There is no time to surrender
There is no explaining
That you are mistaken
Through out the globe
We send our young brave heroes,
Who are taught how to hate
to become and protect
those who murder and rape
Enightened psychopaths, they know what’s best
Our elected psychopaths, in them we trust
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10. |
It's Too Late
03:49
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It's Too Late 1/17/13
We’ve built them prisons intended for us
Oh, how silly we’ve been
When we talk in private we let them listen in
Oh, how silly we’ve been
They invented villians to gain our consent
Oh, how foolish we’ve been
We give them our money, our children, our sweat
Oh how silly we’ve been
Like fish in a barrell
there’s no place we can go
The fox in the hen house
Saying eeni, minee, mo
Hollow bullets rip through the door
The GPS will find us
There’s no place we can go
They shut down all the power grids
laughing eeni, minee, mo
predator drones hover and strike
We’re on every camera
Heat sensors pierce the floor
Our finger prints and retinas
give off a fatal glow
The raid continues until we are no more
They monitor conversation
Privacy is no more
Each keystroke is documented
Our every ebb and flow
Nothings safe from their greedy little hands
It’s too late, it’s too late
we’ve made such a big mistake
of that there is little debate
The bankers line their pockets as we get the heave ho
After each and every bail out our debt bomb does explode
The man in the white house bilikng us through hope
It’s too late, it’s too late
we’ve made such a huge mistake
of that there is little debate
It’s too late, it’s too late
we’ve made such a horrible mistake
of that there is little debate
It's Too Late
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