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My Deepest Memory
04:07
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My Deepest Memory 11/4/09
Lying with you, you were my destiny
Your contented breaths, the source of my ecstasy
So glad to share our lives
We made a home of warmth and harmony
We grew a lot through care and empathy
Intoxicated by earthly delight
Our words we gave, delicate gifts of inquiry
Each story we heard, piqued our curiosity
The wonder that is life never ending mystery
Marvel at this lot we call humanity
I wandered home one snowy eve
The air was crisp the silence heartening
Soft yellow light spilled into the night
His thin pale hair wet and clean
His multi-colored robe resting comfortably
Snug on your lap listening to you read
That scene’s simple beauty filled my deepest need
I’ve never needed to live beyond this world
The history that’s unfolded fills my every cell
Our lives together what we feel and see
Gives my life meaning so fulfilling
So much experience so much history
The feel of your body my deepest memory
The smell of your body my deepest memory
The sound of your laughter my deepest memory
You will always be my deepest memory
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Peace, Love and Dignity
04:24
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Peace, Love and Dignity 5/3/2010
I want to feel your smile
I want to breathe in your joy
I want to touch your dreams
I want to listen to your feet
For time moves with or without heat
And I live within each heartbeat
I want to taste your words
Till I can no longer eat
I want to sip on your emotions
The bitter and the sweet
Our tongues feel more than we can speak
Our minds hold more than we can seek
I sang this song before I had a notion
I was a man before I knew me
Such is the beauty of living without knowing
Such is the wonder of human beings
Falling into the stream
Loving our history
I sang this song before I had a notion
I was a man before I knew me
Such is the beauty of living without knowing
Such is the wonder of you and me
Winters come and summers go
Each time has its beauty
Some things change and others grow
Whether liquid or sturdy
I want to share my life
Of that I am certain
I want to learn from life
I am its student
All of you fashion me
thru words and reactions
I hope my words unfold you
Validate spawn satisfaction
Through you all I know me
I am your project
What is now and what will be
Gives life its passion
John Lennon and Yoko
Had a lovely message
Peace, love and dignity
for every person
Peace love and dignity
What a lovely message
Peace love and dignity
for every person
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Exhaustion
04:33
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Exhaustion 10/10/06
I do not know how to petition you
The darkness in your heart smothers the faintest spark
You give in to alibis which distract and do blame
I don’t know if you realize most boasts aim to cover shame
As you try to euthanize your recognition of other’s pain
Erase all the differences make everyone the same
Get rid of every smell, convert the feral make it tame
Dispatch each question of life in the utterance of a holy name
Words are fragile game they can hide as well as display
Those who use them best look behind and beyond their common usage
You listen to the hypocrites who distract and do blame
These smug defenders of the good who smile as they foster hate
I watch the hypnotist mesmerize ply his trade
Speech writes for the government the media is his slave
His perspective is everywhere burnt deep in our brain
Creates fear and national pride makes us righteous and enraged
I walk against the stream try to resist its sway
I grow increasingly tired what is real slips away
I need someone else to help me stay strong and brave
An open heart, and open mind that relishes each day
Help me see the way
Help me love and play
Help me care for man
Help me make life grand
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Desiderata
04:19
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Desiderata 9/8/11
Come into the light I heard her say
Though her eyes were closed.... how strange
Why are you leering?
Was her next query
Walking in a fog I slinked away
She kept on talking all the same
Did I ever see clearly
With or without feeling?
A gorilla kissed a swan and winked my way
He asked what I was on, I couldn’t say
Could I be dreaming?
Or do symbols have meaning?
Imagination’s such a friend
For it makes me smile in the end
Yet I search for facts and
sense and sensible actions
Quietly,
I watch me move in the world
I feel me sense a world
I learn about me
I learn from me
I unleash such passion
Through each thought, sense and action
Fervently,
I cry out into the void
I scream out into the void
Can anybody hear me?
Can anybody feel me?
Is anyone seeing this?
Does anyone feel this bliss?
Quietly,
Come sit with me a spell
Heed your internal plangent knell
Open your pores to passion
Your mind to temporal satisfaction
Consume every intimacy
For today you are, tomorrow you may not be
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I Remember
03:44
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I Remember 3/6/10
Somewhere south of eden a man laughs at his pride
Standing in front of a mirror a woman loathes her smile
The master of his desire is his never aging bride
The goal of her devotion is the light in her child’s eyes
Parched and languid evenings plague the restless mind
Watching her sweet baby to her lover’s gaze she is blind
He so wants to please her the treasure of his life
He yearns to be the hero of his family and his wife
No matter what he does he feels so outside
His presence seems a bother his affections denied
Weak and suffocated by the weight of hubby’s needs
She turns to her children to give life meaning
I remember times feeling free
Running fast and skinning knees
I remember endless motion
I remember days of play
Fewer now than yesterday
I remember becoming me
I remember days of passion
Trapped in the trance of satisfaction
I remember your rosy cheeks
I remember making you glow
Having you laugh giving you hope
I remember being your center
I remember feeling infatuation
Aching so bad for your complete attention
I remember but that’s not all
I don’t have to remember
No I don’t have to remember
Do you?
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6. |
In Your World
04:41
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In Your World 12/14/2009
That sense of choice
Charged up my voice with emotion
We make our way
Fashion, ration or complain
Toil or declare a holiday
Nothing’s for certain
We’re often surprised
Patterns unveil
Repetition, history and I
Every moment’s a puzzle (don’t you want me in your world?)
Each word’s a potential cure (don’t you want me in your world?)
I don’t hide from the darkness (don’t you want me in your world?)
No end to the wonder we unfurl
I feel like crying
so rich and satisfying is our world
Don’t walk away
Seek the eternal deny decay
Make love a concept
Wish our bodies away
Let’s please each other
Treat our bodies as art
Mold and hold and exultate
Make my strings vibrate in song
All day long
Hear the choir’s swelling voices (don’t you want me in your world?)
Cause our hearts to rise and soar (don’t you want me in your world?)
Fill our lungs with love’s musky incense (don’t you want me in your world?)
Intoxicate me with your will
I want to look inside not beyond life (don’t you want me in your world?)
I want to savor each drop of juice (don’t you want me in your world?)
I yearn to sleep with your heart beat (don’t you want me in your world?)
I long to unbutton you
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7. |
Table 4 1
05:27
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Table for One 2/17/12
Inside life at its very core
uncertainty does reign
Patterns form the exotic explodes
the familiar and the strange
She sits alone at the restaurant
befuddled and dismayed
Looks out the window into the night
the darkness and the rain
At each table couples talk
locked in each others gaze
The world paired off like Noah’s ark
her own flood waters will soon rage
Hears her steps echo through the streets
as she makes her way home
Lights some candles takes a bath
breathes in the lilac scented foam
Shed tears of hope and doubt
Your heart is ringing out
Find someone to share each day
So the moment doesn’t float away
Inside life at its very core
uncertainty does reign
Patterns form the exotic explodes
the familiar and the strange
She sits alone at the restaurant
watches couples play the game
Sighs at the beauty of the moon
her companions blind to its display
She says,
No one truly senses or sees as me
Though at times that would be reassuring
No one truly senses or sees as me
yet being unique has its allure
My fingerprint is different
no one will ever touch the earth
or see the sky the same as me
Table for one
reserve a seat for me
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Pleasure
02:50
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Pleasure 9/16/09
Life flows from me to you
Our bodies dance a simple truth
I love the moment as I’m drawn to your fire
Tingling sensations slowly crawl up my spine
Oh say it to me, make it a plea
Tell me what you desire
Being quite clear, feelings so dear
Turn our heat into light
Feeling glee as you shine for me
Pleasure keeps hearts beating
agile and entwined
Pleasure gives life meaning
precious and sublime
Give me pleasure fill my life
Laughter is the gravy
One pours over delight
Touch is the potion
That awakens body’s power
Feeling glee as you shine for me
Give me peace and lie with me
Every body’s got a feeling
that opens up their heart
Treasured moments are so healing
Pleasure is its guide
Give me pleasure fill my life
Nothing’s quite as sacred
As a heart loving life
The pleasure of living naked
Open to this life
Give me pleasure fill my life
Living pleasure living life
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9. |
Repugnance
02:52
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Repugnance (Moral Nausea) 12/22/09
I’ve fought a fever all day
My clothes are drenched in sweat
I shiver, my head pounds with pain
I struggle hard to stay sane
This is what happens when I don’t turn away
Look at starvation and war in the face
How we treat each other is such a disgrace
Torture and famine should never take place with our grace
So much suffering and pain
Most of which we could end in a day
Power lies to maximize its gains
We others just nod a tacit OK
How can we stomach such moral decay?
Let stand our leaders who rape and complain
Parrot their slogans which their actions betray
Explain away aggression and justify hate in our name
I close my eyes to say
We can change in many ways
I’ll say it again and again
We can reclaim our humanity
We can reclaim generosity
We can reclaim our humanity
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10. |
Sweet Repose
02:42
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Sweet Repose 8/8/09
Rest in the beauty of being idle
Listen to songbirds
Feel the breeze
Nestle in the delight of the season
Like a guest you sit contented
View the spectacle casually
How fortunate is our vision
So calm so serene
the soft whispers of the trees
Our bodies await celebration
Beckon touch wistfully
Cradled in the arms of a lover
Every sound each vibration
Soothes like heart's constant beat
Dancing so sweet in life's rhythm
Memories let you dream
So real so pristine
On your back you embrace the day
Warming sun and cooling shade tickle you, in passing moods
So relaxed so at ease
These vivid moments bring you peace and glue to what you do
Each breath fills your body
Gives you a taste of nature’s bounty, nourishing you
So calm so at rest
Grounded by the aroma of herbal scents you glow
In sweet repose enjoy the flow of sweet repose
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11. |
So Much More
03:25
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So Much More 3/25/12
Some live inside their minds
You can see it in their vacant eyes
As they speed on by
or impatiently wait in line
Well I feel it now
like thunder from a cloud
the beauty of the day
its rhythm and its sway
We could be so much more
If we lived to share and not to hoard
Life grows and grows each day
Such is nature’s way
The flux of life is ever changing
the inside comes out, the outside goes in
the mundane imbued
We are but cells in the body of life
malignant and deadly or hearty and true
its for us to choose
Few of us trust that man
can live in peace and understand
how to find joy in life
and not create perpetual strife
What if we could perceive
That abundance surpasses basic need?
Could we live in harmony
get beyond the will to deceive?
Well I feel it now
like thunder from a cloud
the beauty of the day
its rhythm and its sway
We could be so much more
Life could be so much more
We are so much more
if we lived each moment at its core
if we lived for peace and not for war
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