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Just Talking
04:56
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Just Talking 2/14/06
Brad was a man with mighty big plans that never got off the ground
He wanted love more than anything but ended up fooling around…..just chasing tail
She’s just talking……..Shut your mouth and open your mind
He thought she smiled at him
She wore that sweater again
She had her friends talk to him
The next day at school she didn’t even look at him
All those years he felt rejected, humiliated and confused
Took a toll on his emotions, his true feelings he withdrew……felt like a tool
She’s just talking
Paints her face, eggs him on
Giggles at his jokes and then flirts with Ron
Telephones but says goodbye
She gets his heart then screws his mind
By the time he got to college he gave up being real
He found he got more action when he played to seal the deal
Now he’s just talking……..shut your mouth and open your mind
Got them eating out of his hand, such a stud, plays to his fans
With a buzz on he seems like the man, so romantic says I love you on demand
Whispers I love you as he takes her hand
Got a job, got a wife, tried to settle down
After the birth of their first child her sex drive just wore down……life’s her child
She says he doesn’t share, she says he doesn’t care, complains he’s never there
…….soon they have an affair
She keeps talking he keeps walking …..further away
Any disclosure she attacks with shame, any tenderness she treats as a game
When he offers solution she says he doesn’t listen
When he says what he needs, she asks for more distance…..is it just resistance?
She’s just talking, he keeps walking
She keeps talking, he’s just walking away
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Preening Like A Peacock
04:07
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Preening Like A Peacock 6/7/06
Preening like a peacock hormones out of control
Preening like a peacock putting on the show
Women find beauty in natural things
Sunrise/sunset, seashores and gems
Women see beauty in many things
Flowers, colors, in fashion and rings
She sees beauty everywhere, preening like a peacock
Why is she looking way over there, preening like a peacock
A woman feels beauty in every touch
In satin, silks and in a baby’s flesh
A woman smells beauty in every sniff
In perfumes, herbs and floral scents
Spending hours smelling roses or buying a new top
A man sees beauty in the girl of his dreams
His temptress, his partner, his goddess his queen
A man finds beauty in a woman’s form
A breast, a thigh, a hip bone exposed
She is the goal of art
She is his anchor and spark
She gives the milk of life
Without her he shrivels and dies
A man feels beauty in the passion of curves
Flowing from buttock to the small of the back
A man feels completion with a woman in tow
She’s his altar, his Eden, his castle and throne
While I preen my feathers I feel oh so hot
Every time I feel I’m pretty I hear the bubble pop
Nothing pleases like a maiden in heat
Itching for pleasure from her head to her feet
Yet lust fades as quick as it comes
From an 8 course banquet to a stick of gum
In a woman’s world of beauty men don’t make the cut
A few handsome faces maybe and the occasional butt
But we’ll never really get it, we’ll continue to strut
We’ll shake our tail feathers thinking we’re too much (we’ll strut our stuff)
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Exhaustion
04:33
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Exhaustion 10/10/06
I do not know how to petition you
The darkness in your heart smothers the faintest spark
You give in to alibis which distract and do blame
I don’t know if you realize most boasts aim to cover shame
As you try to euthanize your recognition of other’s pain
Erase all the differences make everyone the same
Get rid of every smell convert the feral make it tame
Dispatch each question of life in the utterance of a holy name
Words are fragile game they can hide as well as display
Those you use them best look behind and beyond their common usage
You listen to the hypocrites who distract and do blame
These smug defenders of the good who smile as they foster hate
I watch the hypnotist mesmerize ply his trade
Speech writes for the government the media is his slave
His perspective is everywhere burnt deep in our brain
Creates fear and national pride makes us righteous and enraged
I walk against the stream try to resist its sway
I grow increasingly tired what is real slips away
I need someone else to help me stay strong and brave
An open heart, and open mind that relishes each day
Help me see the way
Help me love and play
Help me care for man
Help me make life grand
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Bath of Joy
04:44
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Bath of Joy 4/29/06
Life’s like a game of hide and seek we’re winners when we find
The clues are there if we look, listen and divine (decide)
My heart is racing when I sense an answer (is) coming to light
Oh I do feel a surge of meaning as my spirit does takes flight
Who can say “I found my heart”, who will say it loud?
If you can say “I live my heart”, say it ever proud
Bathe yourself in your joy
Be a sun shining forth
Share your gift with everyone
Solve the puzzle make it fun
People say many things that protect them from the dark
Yet many times these very words push them off the mark
Life is life and not a haven, predestined or a lark
Seek not hide is the answer to help ignite the spark
We can feel many things but only one at a time
We can learn many things because we aren’t sublime
Don’t vilify uncertainty
Don’t demystify mystery
Come alive suddenly
Bathe yourself in your humanity
Can you feel my heart building steam?
Steeped in real life not in dream
Primed to realize all our joy
Life’s a prize a gift and a toy (enjoy)
Sometimes freedom begets chaos throws me into fright
All I fashioned is torn and cut by irration's knife
Yet my bleeding gets me going I focus on the light
Soon I heal from understanding life’s sensuous might
Can you feel my heart building steam?
Steeped in real life not in dream
Primed to realize all our joy
Life’s a prize a gift and a toy (enjoy)
Bathe yourself in your joy
Be a sun shining forth
Share your gift with everyone
Solve the puzzle make it fun
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When Right is Wrong
03:54
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When Right is Wrong 10/13/06
I concede you ran the table
You were right and I was wrong
I admit I wasn’t able
To look into the crystal ball
I did not heed your skill
Of bending others to your will
I forgot how well you lied
Telling stories day and night (that incite)
You’ve no shame you little devil
You feel worthy of adoring throngs
You start wars and rob the cradle
As you proudly bang the gong
You’ve turned all upside down posed the predator as the prey
Put freedom in a cage set the world aflame
It’s hard to be contrite when doing right makes one wrong
Hard to put up a fight when you’re feeling alone
I put trust in my brothers’ thinking
That he’d see right thru your bull
But my trust could well prove fatal
For the moon of doom is waxing full
You can cheat your way to heaven
Killing children of those who protest
Or who wish to live their own life
Who don’t feel secure ‘neath your watchful eye
I can see you have the power
Controlling all their heart and minds
I concede you own the table
We are witnesses to your suicide (genocide)
You’ve turned all upside down posed the predator as the prey
Put freedom in a cage set the world aflame
It’s hard to be contrite when doing right makes one wrong
Hard to put up a fight when you’re feeling alone
If I close my eyes, and try with all of my might, I can still feel what’s real
There’s not much I can say, the games rigged that way, where I won’t foster hate
When wrong is viewed as right, when day becomes night,
Are our tears the last thing that’s free?
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Blindfold
03:58
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Blindfold 8/3/06
Fumbling in the dark I rely on my senses
Hear an echo back, hands become my antennae
I hear what people say, their avowed intention
I smell the subterfuge, I sense their misdirection
Turning on the light I question what others see
I need their verification and their insight into me
But instead of being mirrors, many lie, scheme or dream
Some take pleasure in telling stories others take advantage or flee reality
Accuracy seldom gets mentioned
Insecure or discreet, out of pain or ambition
The truth gets abused, trashed to extinction
Meaning gets hidden or cast into oblivion
Trying to navigate this life blindfolded and deceived
Is kind of like eating apples with no hands and no teeth
The more we live together in community
The more we need to trust each other get validation thru authenticity
Everyone’s in motion, mostly out of fear
Everyone’s in motion, running past what’s dear
Everyone’s in motion, clouding what once was clear
Everyone’s in motion, won’t you shed a tear
What you do believe doesn’t change what happened
How you choose to deceive, is what really matters
Everyone’s in motion, mostly out of fear
Everyone’s in motion, running past what’s dear
Everyone’s in motion, clouding what once was clear
Everyone’s in motion, won’t you shed a tear
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After the Storm
02:50
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After the Storm 11/22/06
There’s nothing I could have said
The momentum was so far ahead
Everyone was counting winnings
There were no misgivings
I could sense a fated turning
The coming storm was churning
The tempest did come at last
It’s damage was swift and quite vast
No one thought to salvage
Lives were left in shambles
Search for the missing in the rubble
Do the heavy lifting fight for survival
Mourn for the dead with deep respect
Live on again after the storm
Build a new life after the storm
Remember how to smile after the storm
Take pride in the new after the storm
Learn what is true after the storm
You are free to love again
Your foolish past gives birth to new wisdom
Bask in the light snuggle in the warm
Cherish all the words of your lover’s support
Savor the joy it’s love’s reward
Feel so fortunate after the storm
Singing in the night after the storm
There’s nothing to fight after the storm
The future’s looking bright after the storm
Anchored and alive after the storm
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Gaps
04:21
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GAPS 3/25/06
Flowers grow on an ocean isle, never touched, never seen
Martha cries in a moment of silence not quite sure what she feels
It’s only time fleeting,
It’s every heart beating
Gustav swore in a fit of passion that his son was dead to him
Lying now on a hospital gurney, he wonders if he has a grandchild or three
We fill in the gaps with meaning,
Tensions only sap our reason
I’ve pondered long this sensorial state
How to stay calm, savor not waste
Feel to the core, yet move with grace
Listen for the call, give nature its space
Too young to love too old to hate,
Terri clings to her mother’s waist
Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye,
Crawling steady with precious haste
I’m born again on a daily basis
What I’ve learned keeps me agile and open
I unwrap the gift in anticipation
Of burgeoning life not just empty hoping
I’m not as valiant as the martyr or the sage
Sometimes I’m selfish at others I’ll fight for no gain (to end others pain)
Time is the inventor of both happiness and shame
Events create options as they take others away
Don’t skulk about, deny or do pout, make someone shout, or rely on illusion
Look in the mirror, face what you fear, embrace life so dear,
Act in ways that bring deep satisfaction
Be your own idol, be your own best friend
Make the most of silence, let it steady your gaze
Give your best to others neither judge nor blame
Provide all with questions that guide them thru their maze
Tend to the gaps, turn with the raps
Adopt a stance that promises to fulfill you
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9. |
Crashing Down
04:13
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Crashing Down 8/29/06
Her easy smile, eyes warm and engaging
Yet all the while, her fragile world
Comes crashing down, without a tear
She drowns in silent fear
No sound, no cries to hear
She walks with grace, she’s faithful and doting
To husband and kids, who never suspect her life’s
Crashing down, in detached veneer
Her surface calm, so insincere
Deep seated qualms bound to appear
She tells every person her life’s going great
Describes beautiful children her partner as soulmate
She believes optimism creates a fortunate fate
Tries to think happy thoughts avoids all conflict
Everything wrong in the world she blames on male aggression
Still her world comes
Crashing down, without a tear
She drowns in silent fear
No sound, no cries to hear
Begins each day with affirmations says only positive things
Her faith grows each day talks of cosmic interconnection
She believes very strongly she’s walking the right path
Yet if one never checks a map they are walking blind
They may end up very lost, lose themselves and their mind
And her world comes
Crashing down, in detached veneer
Her surface calm, so insincere
Deep seated qualms bound to appear
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Give
03:52
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Give 11/13/06
Some view war as a part of life, like death, work and pain
But war is hatred at every moment, its unnatural and insane
All of life, does change and mend, every storm, soon does end
Give, tend to need, end misery
Ask what they want, don’t assume they want your lot
The time has come for us to live in community
Treat each other with respect, live honorably
Power lies in the hands of men who get us to hate
Who make fear their true ally, both camouflage and bait
Yet I heal, and I wait, for other’s care to win the day
Melt into ease, live reverently
Speak honestly, seek harmony
The power of love is in our hearts, fuels our self-esteem
Light a candle in the dark, feed humanity
Give, tend to need, end misery
Ask what they want, don’t assume they want a lot
Melt into ease, love tenderly
Speak honestly, seek harmony
Give
Now give
Just give and give
Give
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11. |
Sometimes
03:47
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Sometimes 12/17/06
Sometimes silence is the answer
Sometimes the deaf can have you hear
Sometimes it takes a blind man to make you see
Sometimes a mute will correct speech
It’s not just irony that peels back the page
Sometimes when hiding one shines
Sometimes thru death we feel alive
Sometimes sickness makes us most healthy
Sometimes poverty breeds wealth
At every moment we’re both idiot and sage
Reading the tracks we’re hot on the trail
Collecting the facts how could we fail?
Connect the dots, plot the course
Adapt to change don’t resist nor force
Drink deep in reason
The artful hunter has every sense ablaze
The miracle of life’s in every breath we take
Our sense of doubt sets the stage
Some things we weed out others we embrace
The more we learn the more we are amazed
Swim deep in passion
I feel my heart pound out the rhythm of the day
Sometimes one thirsts while in the ocean
Sometimes one hates to be free
Sometimes feeling is better than emotion
Sometimes sleep is what we need
Each morn I look, I listen and drink in deep the day
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